CHRISTMAS

long since i updated.
really busy.
received quite alot of chiristams gifts and christmas cards from family and friends this year.
had a christmas party with rach, faith, trina, vera and genia over at vera's hse.
had so much fun.
but i really dun like the chocolate fondue.
its not DOREEN at all.
haha.
too chocolatey liao.
really dont like chocolate...heex

lydia
ruth
trina
vera
faith
rachel
kelly
thanks for all your chirtmas cards..:)

received
hand-made christmas tree from trina
a bottle of dried flowers and candle from rachel
SHE's ablum, 5 pple you will meet in heaven book, chocolate, earrings, bracelet and more books from relatives
THANX ALOT!!!
loved my cousin so much for getting that SHE's ablum for me...HA!
one ablum DOWN!!!

clique christmas party rocks man.
fondue, sparkling juice, exchanged gifts and cards, food, food, food....
it rocked like no ones business man
our clique is DA BEST!!!
haha

ok. now lets talk about things that just occured recently.
went for my church's youth camp.
rocks man.
everything was good.
1st day,
amazing race
but it was called the BURNING race.
but end up, all the groups walked in the rain.
wow...how burning...HA
my group was the last overall though
we did slack alot
but we had fun so who cares if we were the last...HA
stayed at ubin that night.
super dark.
had like dogs and sandflys.
still fun..heex
2nd day,
continued the BURNING race.
last group to leave ubin cos we were at the bottom for everything
nvm
we walked ALOT man.
like from macnair road all the way to kallang mrt.
siao...
but we came in 1st!!!
haha.
all the walking wasnt wasted...HA
really amazing....ha

3rd day,
back in church liao
played games in church for the whole day.
the night part was FUN.
the bombing part...ha
but it was freezing cold.
i am super damn happy that i experienced GOD.
as in, i felt his presence and that he was with me.
something happen that night when i experienced god though...
but its really diffcult to explain if i post it here in words
so just come and ask me if you are really interested.
and i not exactly freaked out for wadever happened.
but i am still puzzled cos my mum also dont really understand how come i reacted in this way...
ya.

school is gonna reopen.
and i forgotten to do one heymaths test cos i was in camp.
damn it.
now the teacher may already have bad impression of the girl named doreen soon yun hui.
sighz.
havent exactly started on zhou ji yet.
only one sentence so far and i got bored of it...
haix.

2005 is ending.
2006 is going to start.
i know i should be welcoming the new year with glee.
but ever sincei started doing new year countdown by myself,
it always have been a filled with tears.
whenever i countdown, i will recall all those sad memories that taken place in the year and start tearing.
no matter how badly i wanna forget those sad memories
it just get stucked in my head even deeper.
i know its not that wise and good to start a new year with tears.
but thats my style man...
all i can do now before the new year is
slowly forget and let go of sad memories.

am i asking too much?