GB INTERCAMP:)

JUST CAME BACK FROM ESTHERFEZ
won a sliver for multimedia
me and trina did all the editing which is actually quite FUN:)
no doubts about being a creative director now:)
and i love taking videos and photos:)
results for photo/video competition is not out yet:(

i am so sorry, kendra.
i lost my voice, had gb in the morning and just came back from gb camp thats why my mummy dont allow me to go for caps ball.
sorry for the consistant breaking promise about caps ball:/

BACK FROM INTER-CAMP YESTERDAY
it was alright.
lucky i was quite occupied with worship practices, supp classes and multimedia during the camp.
so i didnt have to face the kids much:)
sorry, cos generally i just DONT LIKE KIDS!!!!
yeah. and i MISSING SQUEAK THE WHOLE TIME IN CAMP
and angela was really worried about me and squeak turning lesbian...as in, real lesbians..
but dont have to worry angie, me and squeak will CONTROL:) HA!
i am so happy that i was really open in the GB camp and i really had a nice time bonding with the sec3s
now i know everyone much better.
AMANDA ANG laughs at everything i say and do.. just like hannah.
AM I THAT FUNNY???HA!

CHINESE SINGING COMPETITION 260606
i am doing group item. not solo anymore
angela, i think i am fine doing with lian ai da ren/hey you.
i dont mind being girl or boy:)
but i think we should do another song.
so emma can play it on the guitar for us.
and pls include SQUEAK:)

MY MUMMY ALLOW ME TO GO TO CG AT BARKER:)
not for the guys, pls.
not interested at all.
its an ALL GIRL CG PLS
and its GOOD, pple there are really nice:)

today i had to go bishan MRT by myself and it takes me 1 hr to get there.
so on the bus, i was thinking about what i have been told about someone.
i am really sorry that something similar that happened to me, happened on you too.
i thot i would be the only one meething this kind of thing.
in the same year, we get hurt for the same issue.
i really mean what i said on the sms the other day.
i realised that you are not just another friend of mine, you are more than a friend to me
and i am sure our friendship will be strong.
i am happy that you would like to be truthful to me when i told you that i decided to be truthful to you as well.
i was really glad that you didnt just admit that it happened, but willingly to talk to me about it.
you know why?
i never told anyone how bad mine was last year.
at least you had the courage to talk to someone, i didnt.
i am really HAPPY that you dont mind talking about it.
if i end up crying, sorry.
if you end up sobbing away, i am really sorry to bring all those memories back to you again.
i just wanted you to feel better and get over it once and for all.
and hopefully, the talk will do good to me as well.
i dont wanna see anyone around me getting hurt.. dont bother about how bad the talk will have side effects on me. i dont care.
thank you for being so open:)
love you always.

class party was very unexpected.
pple who went for the party, PLS STOP SPREADING AROUND WHATEVER HAPPENED PLS!!
those who didnt go but know what happened, PLS DONT SPREAD!
i just gotta protect my friend from getting hurt even more.
that night after the party, rahcel sent faith home.
somehow, i just feel that strong friendship between me and faith.
i cant just leave her behind, i stayed on with her until 11++ pm.
we were in the playground, she was talking to her friends on the phone while i star-gaze and think of how i would react in faith's shoes.
its a really important point of time to have a good friend of yours to be by your side
i am still really glad i stayed on:)
FAITH, our friendship was set on the test. i am really sure that YOU are one friend i treasure alot and WILL MISS YOU when i leave mg and go on to poly, where no one goes.

thinking about how time flies, like its already june n0w and 1 1/2 yrs more to O levels:(
i dont really bother about what my results will be.
i only know that i will miss all my friends here in mg.
this is the year that i made a lot of good friends, i will be leaving for poly and all of them will just go ACJC.
maybe i should just shut the doors and be dao to all new friends.
the more friends i make in mg, the more i will get hurt when i leave.
it sounds as if i am going to die or leaving for good to somewhere else.
but, putting/ forcing myself into poly away from all my good friends is as good as killing me.
pls tell me that all my good pals out there will stay in touch with me when we graduate from MG.

we are on the same boat that stays insecure from then onwards.