HAPPY BIRTHDAY MGS
119th BIG BIRTHDAY.
though i am not a bery LOYAL mg dude, but i feel the happiness this year. i dont know why..HA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!!
i am so so so sorry dear that i forgot to bring your present. i was so engrossed in going school and get done with today.


I HATE RESPONSIBLITIES AND TRYING TO BE HOW EVERYONE ELSE WANTS TO BE.
STOP FORCING ME TO BE THAT PERFECT LITTLE GIRL THAT YOU WANT OK.
I GOT MY OWN RIGHTS.
IF I AM TOO NOISY FOR YOU, THEN TOO BAD.
NOW I REALLY FELT THAT STRONG PAST THAT IS HAUNTING ME AGAIN
I DONT WANNA FEEL THIS WAY
BUT TOO BAD FOR ME IF YOU ARE GOING TO CONTINUE TO TREAT ME THIS WAY AND MAKE ME FEEL AND THINK THIS WAY.
YOU THINK I LIKE IT?
I TOOK SO LONG TO WALK OUT OF THAT DARKNESS IN MY CHILDHOOD AND IT SEEMS THAT I AM REVISITING THAT PLACE AGAIN.
CAN I GET OUT?


sorry. something happened while typing this entry.
now, that is really scream-typing.
dont try too hard to understand it cos no one will.
only her and 3rd person:)
i am so glad i have at least 2 pple out there who knows me for who i am.
and hopefully, love me for who i am and not for the sake of loving me.


enough of being in this mood. CHANGE.
yep. back into my joyful happy day mood.
standing there like an idoit is quite alright for me.
so many things went thru my mind as i stood there in the parade ground waiting for the G.O.H to arrive.
the raindrops just fell on my face like that.
just like how it did when i was walking up the slope to school in the morning
now, i cant exactly remember what went thru my little mind.
we had a cake-bun thingy and pizza bread for our tea.
the cake-bun sucks.
pls dont ever try to out cake and bread together ever again.
its not nice.
its like trying to mix tea leaves into coke.
EEEEEEK!! totally gross-ness. i dont know how that example came about.
i was counting how many MGirls who grad last year went poly during the service.
8!! yeah. it seems that the number is increasing.
last time was like if you see one, that girl is a werido.
HERE I COME POLY LIFE(:


what else to blog?
i thought i had a lot to blog when i enter to my blogger account.
but ever since something happened when i was typing this entry, i have totally no mood.


MY CLIQUE IS SO DEAD.
I HATE MY CLIQUE(US).
i dont literally hate hate.
as in, i hate the attitude.
i dont wanna elaborate much here.
i am fine with everyone in the clique but we dont seem to be able to go out together.
as in, you all are really nice pple but we just dont clique.
i dont know how we manage to stay as a clique for 1 1/2 year.
but i seriously think we are dying off.
no one is bothered about anyone.
everyone just gotta talk behind pple's back.
sighx.
you know we can always go out and not spend money.
we could always play and chill out at places which are cheap and dont give this pressure for us to come together.
we can always just hang out at someone's place and dont go orchard so often.
money is always the issue that gives you the motivation or the want to go feeling.
thats why i dont see why we go out for a meal when everyone is going straight home after that.
its like just eating on the same table but conversations are between 2-3 pple.
then we split up.
its the same wherever we go.
some pple gotta leave early, some rather do other things..yeah.
everyone in our clique has different interests and shops for different things.
so why trying to force everyone to eat sweets when some rather eat chocolate, some rather buy watermelon and some just dont wanna waste energy on that sweet?
you get what i mean.
i know we alr reduced the times we meet as a clique.
but not all the time, everyone is willing to meet up.
no offence to anyone in our clique.
pin pointing no one.
RACHEL FAITH VERA RAINA GENIA TRINA
I LOVE YOU ALL.
BUT WE STILL GOT TO WORK ALL THESE OUT SOMEHOW.
so is life bettter without being in a clique?


I AM A DIET AND A SAVING SPREEM
***take note: not shopping spreem
i went to bed yesterday feeling so hungry and my gastric was acting up.
but i know once i sleep i wouldnt feel hungry.
ny bro told me that if i slept with a hungry stomach, i would wake up earlier to eat breakfast.
i didnt believe his rubbish at 1st.
but i did wake up at 6 today...which is so WEIRD
i usually wake up at 6.30
i had a packet of instant noodles for breakfast...so you now know i was really hungry.
SAVING SPREEM actually i dont know what i am saving for.
more stuff to buy? i dont know.
i dont think i would have the determination to save $1500 for drums..
its like...i can buy 500 watermelons...HA!


i really would like to do more scream-typing here.
yet i dont wanna spoil your mood.
IGNORE ME FOR ALL I CARE.
YOU GO YOUR WAY, I STAY WHERE I ALWAYS BEEN