whatever

had national day celebrations today.
it was .. ok lar.
our class got so high.. HA!
too bad for peeps who didnt come to school.

went orchard with my clique minus genia plus lydia.
sighx.
just to tell you guys, we havent went out as a clique yet.
then, vera decided to watch lakehouse with vitoria and left at 12 ++
trina and lydia decided to go and check timings for click.
faith disappeared to wisma alone.
raina acutally planned to leave to watch tokyo drifters with mil at 2 but end up she left at 1 ++
ME AND RACHEL, poor us.
i know you guys must be thinking that i was totally joking when i said that i dont wanna ever go out in a clique outing, i am DEAD serious.
to me, clique outings are a waste of time for me now.
it was a total different thing last time.
its like, we go out together but we end up doing totally different stuff.
its more like, we come out to have clique meals/lunching.
like some family gathering.
i agree with vera, if this continues, we will just not bother talking to each other next year.
and how true is that? we will see.
i shouldnt post too much about what i feel about US here, its not very nice and just ask me if you want.
now, i am starting to even wonder why did we even come together and become a clique in the 1st place.

enough of the WADEVER clique talk..
i actaully ate so much and spent so much today at town.
i admit that i was spending on impulse and i am spending cos i very 'bu shuang' if that is how you spell.
i am like pissed off over the whole outing.
i rather go out with other people.. who should consider everything again.{US}
i am not very good in venting anger cos everyone thinks that i am just playing around, so i end up hurting myself.
so now you know its not good being a jokey person, everyone dont believe in your moods.
i bought a
- fox top
- white tube
- button studs
- earrings
and i ate like so much that i feel so disgusted with myself.
i am going to really not hit 40kg like that..

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh
ok. now i dont understand myself.
how can anyone cry when they see people they like performing??
it like, ok.. its all back.
sighx. i dont wanna feel like that.
cos of the issue that spoil my whole mood.

should talk about something i like. SOUL:)
THEY CAN SING OK, TRINA!!
cos you dont watch all their performance..
i really hope they do come out a album and perform more often..
PLS TELL ME OR TAG ME IF YOU SEE THEM IN MAGAZINES!!

DANCE it, DRAW it, SING it, VENT it out.