PSS AUDITIONS
i went there at 2, left at 430.
i saw,
tongen, geraldine, khim, teresa, yuyang, jason(pss), another pss dude and singer which i cannot remember their name.. heex. paiseh.
tongen look really good life.
really, much better than i expected.
she is so gorgeous, i just realised.
her singing is so good, my gosh.
OH AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, I SAW RENFRED.
cos i found a really good spot there like, one meter away from the stage.
im so smart.
it was like spending a nice 4 mins with renfred.
aww, so sweet.
his singing improved and he still look as good.
THE PISSING THING ABOUT EVERYTHING IS i didnt get to see soul
dont know what happened to them, worried.
sighx, i went there for the intention to watch them.
i must say i enjoyed myself a lot.
but i feel so cheated, sighx.
i dont know why.
i didnt get to see them and JUZ-B.
yeah.
maybe they couldnt make is or something, just like sun ho.
yeah.

CSS show is coming up.
yeah. i cant wait to see renfred hit the screens once again.
but in that show, he is going to be with teresa..
sighx. why cant it be someone else, or geraldine??
dean wants to him to act as her bf too..
and she is not acting in this show cos of some timing problem.
crap.
i dont really like teresa still even though her singing was really good today.
doubt there will be a SuperBand show though, cos there is too many people in that competition and too little girls.. HA!

now i know what addiction is now.
you dont feel anything at all, you just wanna see that person.
yeah.
it was like, i didnt even eat my lunch and stood there waiting for soul and watching renfred and dean.
until everything was over, i just realised that i havent eaten lunch.
it was then i realised that i was thirsty, tired from standing and hungry.

THANK YOU MUMMY:)
thanks for letting me stay throughout the whole thing.
sighx, if i knew that you were so nice from the start, everything could have been better.
i remember how i 1st saw ENERGY at J8 w/o her knowing, but went home and got a trashing for coming home so late but likely vera's mum fetched me home.
the 2nd time seeing ENERGY was at J8 too, autograph session with lydia.
i still remember how we queued for 7 hours, waited 45 mins cos of the weather they were late, then getting into the place to get my album signed.
i left like when its going to be my turn in like 1/2hrs time??
its just 1/2 hr more, but mummy called and ask me to go home.
if that time i didnt get her permission, i wouldnt have seen ENERGY face to face...
lydia was right, i shouldnt assume that my mum would not allow me to see them, i should have open my mouth and ask, like today.
haix, but i was so afraid that she wouldnt allow.
THANKS again mummy, love you:)

yeah.
clique picture will be coming up.
thats until faith sends it to me:)
no pressure, faith.
but await for the pics, its really nice:)

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING.

tmr, doreen will start to push her specs up and study like a nerd.
a nerdoreen..
yeah, like what was said on genia's blog. nerdoreen, murdureen.
whatever to that though..HA!
i dont wanna fail FLAT ON MY NOSE so i will continue to start to be nerdy once again.
yes, this weekend was a GREAT, FANSTASTIC FILLED weekend that really helped destressed me and i am willing to study really hard this coming 5 days cos i can tell that, GOD PLANNED ALL THESE.
thanks father:)

adapting life like what it have to give me.
all the sad emo memories pushed aside.
say HALO to happy life:)
i dont need you