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Sunday, October 08, 2006

DUE TO UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES, DOREEN SHIFTED HER BLOG TO
www.thehidden-me.blogspot.com
pls go to click the above link to her new blog.. thanks
blogskins here are officical screwing up by itself..

posted by doreen @ 4:05 PM  0 Comments

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

TVXQ: zhen fan he

TVXQ!!
doreen's way to destress in this time of exams.
watch when you really need to destress or you have the time..
ITS GOOD!
though you may not like their looks, I SEE POTENTIAL!
this song is mainly about what is going on in the world now..
yeah, pretty meaningful.. but its in korean..
so ENJOY:)
click the 1st butterfly above to see the video.
yeah. if not clear enough due to the blocking of my posts.. here's the url.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZysMTOSV7Q

posted by doreen @ 1:23 AM  0 Comments

Monday, October 02, 2006

OMG!!
Tong Vfang Xien Qi(TVXQ)!!
korean boyband!!
are they humans??
they are like ...
have the looks, can dance,sing,act ...ARGH!!!
they are so perfect that i was like asking myself if they are humans??
which human can dance and sing so well??
argh, they are making me feel jealous.
its like BoA...
okay, they are juniors of BoA...fine.
ARGH!
they make me go crazy.
check if out for yourself man at youtube..

posted by doreen @ 8:22 PM  0 Comments

Friday, September 29, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KWOK,j3
ha. yeah.
gave her a tweety card, snow angel's stuff and energy's final fantasy poster...
LOVE YA LOTS:)
everyone seem to be not online and dont blog jump as much now.
cos my blog seem to be so dead here while i still update almost like normal days.
as in, not the exam period.
but i havent went online yet, as in msn.
i dont wanna get disturbed when i study.
i dont know how on earth i am going to pull thru this time of terrible stress.
God will have his way, he will.

my back is dying on me.
out of all the days in the year, it gotta be during the exam period.
sighx, everything started on wednesday.
i was just walking up the hill to school when i felt a sharp pain from my back all the way to my tail bone.
i thought it was just my stress pain, yeah. my stress pain is stomach ache.
so i though that it.
but after that, it was so pain when we are about to go for pe, i sat down and couldnt get up.
yeah, later on during pe, i realised it was my back.
the pain was in my tail bone.
i thot it would fade off after a few hours.
it was there all the way until this hour.

on wednesday, i went to the chinese doctor and had accuputure(dont know how to spell)
it didnt have much help and the pain was still there.
the doctor said that my back's condition is pretty bad and most probably will need to get a pmc to not do pe.
i cannot do anything other than jogging and swimming.
but the thing is, i cant swim for nuts.
on thursday, i went to the clinic and see the doctor plus did a x ray.
i swear i would never wanna go for an x ray anymore in my life.
but for my back, i am quite sure i will need to head back there soon.

report out in 2 weeks.
i really cant imagine myself as a pmc dude.
as in, even though i was quite eager and WANT to get a pmc in the past, thinking about it now, i dont wanna anymore.
yeah.
i want to be a normal person running around the tracks with my friends..sighx.

eoys in 3 days
all the best to everyone out there.
and to me.

posted by doreen @ 9:57 PM  0 Comments

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

OH MY GOSH!!
I SO HATE AMATHS
pls, my gosh.
every part of my body hates it.
I DRAT AMATHS LESSONS!
maybe its just the teacher.
i think he so gave up on me lar.
its not my fault that i dont get what the FFFF he is teaching in class right.
shyte.
i really do hate Amaths.
now, i have more confident in doing better in SS/history than amaths.
i dont even FEEL LIKE WASTING MY PRECIOUS TIME PRACTICING FOR A SUBJECT THAT I WILL KNOW I WILL FAIL FOR MY EOYS.
its maths, it will be such a waste of time.
BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST STILL.
and successfully think of a way to either drop this ANNOYING subject next year or flunk it again in my o's.
HELLO!!!
have you ever done a past year paper when you cant answer any??
I DID!! i couldnt even answer a BLOOD CRAP maths question on last year's paper lar.
i can so picture myself getting my amaths paper during the eoys and just flipping thru it, looking for all the sets questions(cos that is the only thing i know in amaths) and do them, then slowly slack thru the paper and count how many questions i acutally do know how to do cos counting those will be much lesser than counting those i dont know.
ARGH!! i NEED AMATHS DESPERATELY.
but then again, i wouldnt exactly bother about THIS DAMN SPASTIC SUBJECT NOW!!

never ever become a chemistry, emaths, SS/history, amaths TEACHER in my whole life is my moto.
okay, just dont ever teach secondary kids.
they will HATE YOU ALL THEIR LIFE cos they hate the subject.

ARGH!!! i HATE LOOKING AT H__!!
i just hate the amaths book.
damn it.
no matter how hard i try now, i will just fail my amaths with straight F9s for my eoys.
i am SO CONFIDENT FOR THAT!
if i would to get like an E8 or D7 for my eoys, i will just laugh at myself and make sure the teacher remarks my paper or find questions that they can deduce my marks from.

I HATE AMATHS!!

posted by doreen @ 5:49 PM  0 Comments

Sunday, September 24, 2006

BEWARE: EMO POST.

yes. beware of the returns of doreen's emo postings.
fairy tales.. why do they exist?
to mislead small little childrens that life is as wonderful and great in those stories.
everything has a good ending no matter how hard you are trying to pull through difficult times in life.
to let little children treat it as a bedtime story and fall asleep havving sweet dreams.
fairy tales are stories that acutally have a bad/sad ending stories which is turned by another writer who wants a good ending.
yeah, so FAIRY TALES ARE BAD.
not exactly acutally.
at least they bring in some hope to happy ending in this life and allow this world to have a better positive outlook in life.
i dont mean that all stories and everything that happen in life will definately end with a depressing state.
not as bad as everyone thinks of korean drama.
yeah, korean dramas are nice.
but i do admit that some of them are really draggy and they have too many sad ending shows.
KIMSAMSOON IS DIFFERENT!
okay, i shall stop my promoting of kss cos i caused a great deal of people to become addicts of it at the wrong time of there lifes, the exams time. SO SORRY!

i realised that i am getting very irritating over trends now.
i just hate doing something that everyone does.
i just hate dressing like what everyone does.
sometimes its not that i dress like everyone else.
its just that i predict the future dressing earlier than them and then, it seems as if i am following the trend.
shyte lar.

i have so many subs to cover before my DOOM is here.
i so wanna get over everything in just a flash.
i cant wait to get the fact that one more year to graduation in my head.
i wanna get into ngee ann and keep on growing and work for my own pocket money.
i dont like to keep on taking money from my parents.
thats so mean.
but friends will definately be something i will miss when i graduate.
sighx.

DOREEN IS OFFICALLY CRAZY OVER BEING KOREAN.
wait, i was already like a year ago.
fine.
DOREEN IS OFFICALLY CRAZY OVER BEING KOREAN FOR 1.5 YRs

i am starved.
i WANT MUMMY HOME NOW!!

posted by doreen @ 7:17 PM  0 Comments

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Friday, September 22, 2006

shyte, before i realise it.
i have slacked one day and i am on the computer now.
this is really bad.
thats why i was punishing myself to read 5 ss essays before i went to sleep last night.
yes, SS is my bedtime story.
ha.
i am going to cell later and leaving a little early.
yeah.
cos i wanna sleep at 11 and wake up at 830 and study at 9.
ha. yeah.
yes trina is so right, doreen is freaking out like crap.
i will go crazy like that.
opps.
my mum say that i should stop saying that i am crazy cos what if i really turn mad studying and giving myself too much stress.
i guess i get stress over things super easily and freak out over 10 days to exams till i cry.
thats why my mum ask me to go JC.
yeah, guess thats a wise and smart choice my mum made for me.
she knows that i will really go mad oneday if i were to take As.
HA!
then, i would probably be the GEEK in ngee ann..HA!

today chem lesson was so UNPRODUCTIVE!
i am not exactly dissapointed that i went.
i enjoyed myself with emma's and cassie's company:)
THANKS DEARs:)
emma was like drawing my hand and face with highlighted and pen.
yeah.
she used like pink, blue, orange and i think purple and black pen.
yeah.
i SERIOUSLY think i will have an breakout of pimples on my left cheek.
emma, WATCH OUT!!
HA!
she went high on icecream we had for lunch.
how come she always go so high when im around?
maybe she justs goes high with my company.
oh, thats bad.
i can image the both of us in one IMH ward drawing each other..HA!
i must have gone mad allowing her to doddle on me...poor skin.

havent found macbeth yet.
i guess it would be gone for good:'(
some THANK YOU shouts:
LYDIA! - for letting me hug you when i cried and wet your uniform. LOVES:)
SQUEAK! - for going class to class to find my book.
VERA! - for asking pple in 3M for my book.
RAINA! - for checking your 3S lit pple for my book.
KAITING! - who is about to lend me photocopy your macbeth.
CASSIE! - for offering your book to me:)
EUGENIA! - for being so concern about this matter.

even though the book is not found, i still thank you guys.
hope to see it soon though, which i think is impossible.
LOVE YOU ALL:)
thanks for letting me realised that you guys love me so much:) THANKS

now i will just photocopy kaiting's book from act 1 to 3 and take notes from lydia..
and slowly copy all the notes into my FUTURE book after the exams.

i dont wanna be a S_____R anymore.
not literally be one.
like fly to taiwan to train on my vocals and cut an album.
i may just join like a competition and yeah, EXPERIENCE of a S_____R is all i want:)
cos i wanna do a little of all my ambition.
its really embarrassing to type all here.
i wanna be a LAWYER(impossible by now),ACTRESS,DJ,SINGER,DESIGNER,CREATIVE DIRETOR of a company, PSYCHATRIST(i dont know how to spell it eh), ...
should be thats all..HA!
i wanna try a little of everything.
so i guess if i be an actress, i can try out all ambition.. like impossible ones like lawyer.
HA!
yeah, thats why i want to be an actress.
HA! so ridiculous.
enough of CRAP.

SOONFOOL bouncing ooffffffff.

CELL123
I LOVE SOUL!

posted by doreen @ 6:29 PM  0 Comments