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Saturday, May 27, 2006

I AM SO BORED pls

WHAT THE?
i think i am being to miss obs...
actually not obs, more of my friends in obs.
i am really rotting at home and the best thing is NO ONE IS ONLINE...
crap.
bet everyone is out shopping at the great singapore's sale when i stay at home, listen to my music, sing and dance to myself, bobbing to the waves in the pula ubin sea and missing all my lesbianic partners.
and to think of it, lydia low [squeak] stays only 2 busstops away from me...
hmm. should i visit her and go to HER room...HAHAH!
crap.
i am really bored thats why i am like stuck on the computer with NOTHING TO SEARCH OR DO for the past 4 1/2 hrs.
WHY AM I STILL BOBBING?!?!?
crap.
its like more than 24 hrs since i leave obs and i am still BOBBING!
cassie, come bob with me:(
i rather stay in obs and complain to my lesbianic partners than stay at home and miss them...:(:(:(
i miss all of you.

OBS IS SUCH A TORTURE

to think that all these torture will end the minute i leave that island.
but now,
my lower back is aching
my lips are pealing
my head is still bobbing since last night
i am still very tired even though i slept from 11pm last night to 12 noon
sighx.
and i am ALL ALONE at home and have no where to go cos my wallet is only left with $2.15
i did all the obs shopping with my own money pls.
will the bobbing stop?

i really hope my worship band, angie leti kelly and me, will be fit enough to go for camp next wednesday
cos we dont even have time to practice and we are only practicing the hour before the camp.
how bad can everything get?
and obs is really sucky.
to think that i wanted to let angie have a chance to play the keyboard and i will lead the worship with kelly and leti on the guitars, i think that is just big dreaming.
worst come to worst, angie sings and i play keyboard when i bob away..

I AM A B4 ASIAN:)

ripped from FAITH:)
16 x 4 = 64% Asian.

[x] You take your shoes off before entering the house
[x] You eat rice often.
[x] You use chopsticks.
[x] You can speak an asian language.
[x] Your parents want good grades from you.
[x] Your parents insist you don't date until college.
[ ] Your parents want you to go to Berkeley or some other good university like that. Stanford or Harvard, even better.
[ ] Your parents believe in Feng Shui.
[ ] You listen to those horoscopes/zodiac signs.
[ ] Your parents love to gossip with the other parents about you.
[ ] You have relatives other than your immediate family living with you.
[x]Most or all of your friends are asian.
[x] You don't even know 10 people who aren't asian.
[x] Your ancestors came from Asia.
[x] You are obsessed with the computer and can't get enough.
[ ] You know how to put a computer together.
[x] You listen to asian music.
[x] You can actually understand the lyrics.
[ ] You have to keep things from your parents, even if they're not bad,because you know they'd think it's bad.
[ ] Your relatives love to bring you clothes that are bright in color with cute cartoons on them. If you're lucky, it might even have english words on them that don't make sense.
[x] You love your ethnic food.
[x] You have taken/still take piano and/or violin.
[x] Classical music is the best music ever, next to asian music.
[x] You are good at math

Multiply by 4
The product means you are _______% Asian

Friday, May 26, 2006

OBS CAMP:)

obs is actually not as fun as what everyone have said.
maybe they all were jus trying to be sarcastic...yeah
the only part i enjoyed in the camp was with my friends and the high elements part.
day 1 was really boring and i really wanted to get my butt out of PulaUbin.
day 2, had to kayak like 4 hrs and camp outside
got biten by lots of sandflies and was kind of sick in the night
day3, kayak back to our main campsite and had a cooking competition
was seasick so started to bob the whole night
day4, high elements and had my best dinner in obs ever.
got to taste meat at LAST!!
day5, HOME SWEET HOME!!!

i love my group, COOK!!
to eat, to live, to leave
and our instructor, AH BOON/WEE WEE is as SUPPORTIVE AS A BRA
we gave him a size 32 mg shirt with drawings by stacey.
at least WE SHARE OUR FOOD WITH THE REST OF THE GROUP MATES;)

LEFT-HANDER GANG
1.cassandra
2.mildred
3.kaiting
4.ME!
we totally rock pls..:)

i am really scaring lydiaTAN and davina out of their wits.
cos we got a 'LESBIAN GANG' in our group too.
i am like the da jie da [gang sister] there...HA!!
'LESBIAN' GANG
1.cassandra
2.mildred
3.LYDIA LOW!
4.angela [she is really rough]
5.rachel [low-key les;) HA!]
6.patty [aka Latty Lmily Lobin]
7. ME!! [aka Loreen]
yeah. and i am here to proclaim all the little 'relationships' i had and changed in the camp.
the 1st and 2nd day, i was with rachel.. yeah
and we will always be FOUND TOGETHER talking rubbish and doing nonsense..
3rd and 4th day, i found my new love, cassandra seow..HA!
and she is my ZHOU JIE!!
oh and we have a slogan...
'ZHOU JIE, ZHOU MEI, ZHOU JIE LUN'
YEAH.. we are sisters now.. but its diffcult to forget my past love...HA!
4th day night, i was just walking and talking to lydiaLOW and we were a 'couple'
it all started from me making for her a piece of luncheon meat bread for dinner and her stupid jokes.
and the INVINCIBLE ROCK search....HA!

SO LYDIA LOW IS MINE NOW:)
angela went to tell mrlim about me and lydia's secret relationship and i bet we are going to get expelled from school...HA!
he kept on staring at us in the bus
cos actually i was sitting all the way in the front and lydiaLOW all the way at the back
and somehow,we ended up sitting together and he started staring...SCARY
now i feel like doing job attachment cos my boyfriend/girlfriend is doing it.
i wanna do the same job as her...HA!
i never knew that lydiaLOW will actually be part of our LESBIAN gang..

now i am starting to miss everyone.
its like...all my lesbian partners are all so far away...HA!
but i am feeling kind of bored at home..
and i am still bobbing away now...
still seasick.
i dont even know why?!?

i cant wait for monday!
cos i am going back to school and see all my les partners..;)
but i hope they dont find out that i am dating so many at a time..
i havent ditch anyone yet... wait. maybe angela.
OH YA!!
lydiaLOW is jealous that angie is sitting beside me in class..HA!
and i was being super random today with lydia [cos there is a look alike her in the camp]
i told her what if i hold the wrong person's hand, and she was saying that she will be so heartborken..
and that was coming out of LYDIA'S MOUTH!!
emma is going to freak out.

all thanks to lydiaLOW who made me laugh so much with her yesterday that i lost my voice.
yeah, believe it or not.
i actually laughed so much until i lost my voice.
crap..HA!

suppose to have GB worship practice tmr.
but out of 4 pple in the band, one is having fever and the other sprain her leg in OBS.
and i am sick and still bobbing.
we are going to so die for the worship for camp.

other than all those lesbianic love i spread around in my group in that 5 days
i made alot of new friends.
i never knew lydiaLOW, cassandra, kaiting, davina, hannah, mil, stacey & patty well.
but i guess, OBS did help me in some ways
like getting to know pple in my class better.
remember, OBS IS A LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE AND NOT A TORTURE CAMP...HA!

I LOVE ALL MY LES PARTNERS
so mil, dont get jealous ok?HA!

Friday, May 19, 2006

OBS CAMP!!

freaking out for OBS.
but i love my group to bits.
-RACHEL
-LYDIA TAN
-ANGELA
-CASSANDRA!!
-stacey
-steph
-lizhen
-juliana
-oyun [if she is going]
-mildred
-lydia low
-davina
-kaiting
-patricia
-annabeth
YEAH!!!

but that doesnt mean i am looking forward to OBS
its not that i am scared of the dirt and stuff.
its just that i have phobia of too many things
water, dirty toliets
HATE MOZZIES AND SAND FLIES!!!
and i really imagine too much...

hearing that you have to DIG YOUR OWN HOLE TO SHIT and pee in the grass patches.
i thot it would be ok cos i am the type that can dont shit for a week BUT,
they are making all of us eat prunes to make us shit.
DAMN! hate to shit....but i know rachel would shit with me.
i'm afraid that it would be too cold and somehow i feel that i would forget to bring something to the camp.
so i am packing it TODAY!!
KS right? but i am just too nervous and afraid of OBS
I DONT WANT TO GET ANYMORE TANNER!!!
if i could, i would put whitening on myself...but i would look so..werid..YEAH

i cried last night.
told my mum that i really dont wanna go for OBS.
and then she said, ' when you really cannot take it, tell the trainer that i wanna go home'
love my mum to bits.

in my tent,
RACHEL LYIDA ANGIE ME
i hope no one EXTRA will be in our tent
as in that EXTRA person in my group...yeah

hope faith will enjoy herself in her group.

sabbactical.
i am most probably going a part of malaysia but not sure where yet.
i cant fly far away from here thou..
i will miss UK and TAIWAN.
penang or malaka.
if penang, i would be going with zhijing.
if malaka, all alone.
i am a loner. so i guess i got to learn to be more social-able..
I MISS RUTH!!! thats so random

and guess what?
i actually cried in school for chinese test today.
just that i guess no one realised..
i am really good at hiding my tears...HAHAHAH!!

i gtg go now and pack my stuff..
kiss my tolietbowl and comfy bed goodbye for 5 days...

Thursday, May 18, 2006

ENGLISH now.
suppose to get lyrics that represented me from last year till now.
yeah.
maybe i should be really nice and post it here
Let’s pretend, that I’ve moved on
And I tell myself, That life goes on, without you.
Open my eyes, Look deep inside.
I run away
just the chorus.
rachel didint know that this song exsited thou..
HA!

today, or even laster, social studies test.
THE LAST TEST IN THIS TERM!!!
and i am going to break free from test for a WHOLE month.
but i need to come back to school for supp. lessons in the hols.
going to work..
anyone anywhere?
i dont care about how much per hour.
just want to WORK!
yeah.
i guess i better get going now....TA!

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRINA!!!!
yeahyeahyeah...HA!
went J8 which was FILLED with mg girls...ha.
i am so happy with myself..
i chat with tiffany(from 6.6) for i think close to an hour...
woah...i didnt know how we could just talk and talk and talk so much lik e that..
I REALLY WANT A 6.6 GATHERING!!

i just realised i am a TOTAL WERIDO!!
i remember how telling genia that she is SUCH A PIG to go home at 2 and go and sleep.
then,
i came home, had ANOHER ROUND of lunch, got my ribina and went into the room.
my neighbour was RENOVATING his house and its like all the drilling sound can kill.
BUT, i just lie down on the bed and was thinking that i will just lie there for 5 minutes cos anyway how long can i sleep.
then, my nightmare came...i WOKE UP AT 5.30pm!!
i slept at like 2.30pm...3 HOURS!!
ok..i am THE pig.
all those drilling failed to wake me up...SLEEPING PRO!
i think if i were to die one day due to overdose of something, it would be either GUMMIES, ICE CREAM, RIBINA, WATERMELON or TOO MUCH SLEEP!!
ha.
crap...while i am typing this entry, my eyelids are already closing...*YAWN*
PIG!!!

i was thinking maybe i would wanna be a _____anymore when i grow up.
doesnt mean that i enjoy singing and dancing means i gotta do what i like as an ambition.
acting is cool too.
i will think about it.

i being to realise that i have more and more confidence singing in front of my friends.
maybe cos anyway angela is always singing..so got influenced...
yes, i am VERY LACK of self confidence.
am i the only one that can sing those act cute songs??? tell me i am not the only one.
angela said i very act cute...as in, when i sing those act cute singer songs...
i can tell that some songs they really sing until too over act cute liao...
cannot take it but to imitate.

rachel gave me HONEY AND LEMON strepsils.
dont know the link? TOO BAD!!
me and rachel knows at least.

made a new email add...
HAD SUCH A HEADACHE THINKING OF IT AND A PASSWORD.
ruth suggested iamdodo@hotmail.com
which is like...diao.
but i made thatgirl_fading@hotmail.com
dont worry trina, i CHANGED my password.
not the one you know that can hack into all my accounts...HA!
you cant get into this one.
cos i made the password STRONG.
you know like how you can check if your password is a good one..;)

rachel and genia got me a birthday card each... LOVE YA LOTS!!

birthday cards from:
1.rachel
2.genia
3.YM
4.trina
5.vera
6.lydia
7.raina
8.sharon

bithday presents[update:18May06]
1.billabong visor - trina, rachel, faith, genia, raina,VERA
2.pink doggy box - lydia
3. DODOCLUB lip gloss - rachel, faith
4.HONEY&LEMON strepsils - rachel
5. lollypop - trina
6. a box of handmade cookies which were REALLY YUMMY - vera
7.earrings which were really pretty - sharon
8. green watch -isabel,isador
9. blue photo frame - raina

i am so glad that you wrote that note.
thank you alot.
getting happier everytime i see it.
where did you go that day?

Saturday, May 13, 2006

screw it lar.
my damn blog have to fail me on my birthday.
the whole damn thing just went missing and i have to do the whole layout on my blog AGAIN!!
i just did it lar...THANKS ALOT BLOG>>!!!wadever.

gb was so tiring pls...sighx.

happy birthday to me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!
yeah.
waking woke up at 7.15am and find no one on line...HA!
i must be mad.
i was suppose to wake up at 8am to go to school.
end up, i woke up way too early.
wished myself a happy birthday early in the morning;)
received lydia's present yesterday.
SHE DARED TO GIVE ME SOMETHING PINK AND DOGGY...
ha...hate dogs and too pink stuff.

last night i dreamt of _____,
dreamt of him giving me a birthday present which was a pooh bear diary from taka...
i dreamed of the shopping bag as well...werid.
we were like in the same house...ok WERIDER.
he said he _______ as well and ruffled my hair..
and wished me happy birthday.

its such a blessing to have such a sweet dream the night before your birthday...HA!
3 birthday wished for this year
1.good results in the end-of-years this year, and make it make to MG
2. know _____ better and ______ too
3. a 100 more wishes. HA!

actually i dont always do this wishing thingy...
christians are not suppose to believe it.

celebrated my birthday yesterday,
black froest cake with 8 chocolate dipped cheery on top.
2 sparkling grape juice. I MANAGED TO POP ONE! other one by da kor cos he insisted in popping it.
honey bake chicken, potato salad, fruit salad by mummy.
LOVE IT!!!

enough of myself.
gtg for GB.
CANT WAIT FOR EVERYTHING THATS GOING TO HAPPEN TODAY!"!!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

BDAE PARTY!!

I LOVE MY CLIQUE TO BITS AND PIECES!!!
-FAITH!
-RACHEL!
-RAINA!
-VERA!
-GENIA!
-LYDIA!

thanks for the SUPRISE party for me and trina!;);):)
there was really alot of FOOD!!
-grapes
-strawberry
-WATERMELON
-bens and jerry ice cream
-cute waffles
-bananna
ALL DIPPED IN FONDUE!!!
YUM!!;)

drooling over your computer?
too bad!
HA!
thats only for US!
hope we will all go US or even UK one day in the future together.
rachel, i am sure we will be friends still then.

our clique should be called CHOCOLATE-LIPPED
sounds unique and ALRIGHT to me.
HA!!
everyone agree to that?
yep. we did put chocolate all over our lips as lipstick.
isnt it nice?
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dont me and faith look like couples?HA!!
zoom in...
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HAHAHA!!
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me and genia on the way to faith's hse.
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watermelon rocks with CHOCOLATE!!!really.
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just a sneak. genia says i look really girly in this..really? ok lar.

my this weekend is so packed with dates;)
friday - meet lydia for lunch and SHOP for mother's day's gift
- home for dinner for bdae celebration
sat- gb in the morning
- out with clique in the afternoon
- evening, concert
YEAH!
dont be mistaken, my birthday is not this friday or is it on 12 May.
its just that i am so buzy on sat and have the concert to go for in the evening.
hence, celebrating a day earlier.

personal notes to clique.
FAITH!!!
you are one of my LOOOOooooongest friend ever in sch!!! yeah! i am really touched by the powerpoint you did for me. bet it took up alot of your time. but still. i can feel the love in making the ppt. you are really so SWEET!! you have been always so nice to me since p2/3..yeah..and you dont really mind me coming over to your house so often in p6 and really appreciate every single thing that you do for me. i really will treasure our long friendship that is proven through all these years and all those little stupid fights we had. LOVE YA LOTS!!

RACHEL!!
you are one of the sweetest girl in our clique. doing small little things for me that i really appreciate it. like those little dirty jokes that really keeps my mood high. know you is my honour and getting to know you better is my privilege. yeah. i am serious. ;) and i like the way that you are straight forward and supporting me all the way. you are also cute in your own way like the tooms show. you didnt even dare peep..HA! but a god seeking girl like you have a long way to go for GOD!! promise to sing you a full ruien song when the time is right;)LOVE YA LOTS!!

RAINA!!
its so sad how i only can get to spent time with you only 2/3 times a week during recess. and every recess is like only 45 mins long. and after that, we are back to our own class, busy with work and study. really cant wait for the JUNE HOLS to come so we can go out together and LET OUR HAIR DOWN!!! our new prefect in the clique...i am going to be SO SCARED OF YOU since you are the prefect now...HAHAHA!!! like real.. but that tie will look so werid on you. :) but i know you can do up to the standard of a good prefect. but you cant break the rules anymore..HA! thank you for doing all those small little things for me like even getting me that bottle of perfume from china when you were there in the hols...that means you have kept me in your mind through the trip...SO SWEET!!!! LOVE YA LOTS!!

VERA!!
MOO COW FAMILY!!! yeah!!!the girl who is always so stressed up in school and when she gets high, you can pull her down! you are so CUTE! ha. the way you do stupid things with me and you dont even think its funny. and how you laugh at my jokes when no one laughs at them, when they are no exactly very funny...yeah, but thats encouragement for more jokes right? HA! cant wait for another stay over at your house. thanks for always being there and just stone with me or even do all those rubbish me and STAND all my nonsense. i love you for who you are!!! LOVE YA LOTS!!

GENIA!!
my FAT pig. aint you happy to be my pet pig??? HA! always taking pictures of everyone doing nonsense...and always abandoning us for your other friends during recess ... so mean. but you are always so hyper and try to make everyone talk when we are all eating.... remember, people dont chew and talk at the same time...HAHAHAH!!! cant believe there is such a person so close to me that has the same taste as me and i never knew!!! that means you have very good taste ;) thanks for everything that you did for me. like allowing me to buy those bags that you liked too;) LOVE YA LOTS

LYDIA!!!
WOAH!!! you are that really quiet girl in front of everyone but you get really crazy when you are out with me. yeah. i really admit that all the siao-ness you are having now its all from me:) isnt it better to laugh more? you are always there for me when i am happy, sad, angry, stressed, etc. remember all those times we get so high on people that we will never make friends with??? thinking about it now, i still can laugh over it. its plain CHILDISHness....HAHAHA!!! you have good taste in guys ok... I AGREE!! just that mine's better ...HAHAHA!!! thanks for everything. LOVE YA LOTS!!

TRINA!!
i will always remember you as the girl who dont wanna lent me your gameboy to play in pri4. i BEAR gruges ok...HA! i will also remember how you me and alicia will cheat every ting xie and lao shi never caught us...HAHAHAH!!!yeah. those were the days that we dont even know what stress and pressure is..HA! but now,we have lesser and lesser time to do all those WOAH things. thanks for everything you did for me;) yeah. really appreicate it.. LOVE YA LOTS!!!

complete all notes for clique..
i love today.
i am still very full from all the FOOD!!
muacks to everyone in clique.

Saturday, May 06, 2006

FLEA MARKET!!!

FLEA MARKET ROCKS FOR NUTS PLS!!!
haha.
yeah.
spent my afternoon with dee, faith, rachel and genia at the FLEA market at great world.
we had to walk pass 3 busstops before reaching there.
AT LAST I SPENT FRUITFUL TIME IN A FLEA MARKET.
i went for the LIME's flea market like dont know how many times and i dont buy anything.
and now, i feel so good cos my money was so WORTH IT!!
maybe cos i saved like siao these pass months..
cos my goal was
TO SAVE $50 BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY AND BUY ALL MY STUFF I NEED FOR OBS WITH MY OWN MONEY!!!
yeah.
and i came to realise today that genia has the same taste as me.
as in clothing, bags and slippers..:)
haha.
at last that makes me easier to get her something for her birthday and vice versa.
HAHA!
and she didnt mange to get all the bags she wanted at the flea market
cos i said i liked the bag earlier than she did and I GET ALL THE BAGS.
she got one big yellow bag that was NICE as well.
rahcel went 'crazy' in the flea market.
she just walked past every shop and started bargaining...HA!
but she is really good at it.
i feel so bad when i bargain...:(

school is so ARHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
HATE GRAPHS FOR NUTS!!!
and we are doing that now for both E A maths...irrtating
i can feel that now i am giving those atttitude to the teachers.
but too bad.
if i get irritated, you get it.
so pls dont irritated me.
ask my sister about it...
she totally experienced all my scoldings..
HA!
so its not exactly very lucky to be my sibling..yeah.

hopes for going taiwan end of the year.
just keep the money rolling in, GOD.
we really need it.
hope everything will be more stable.
yep.
i dont know why but recently i have been thinking about graduation next year.
look.
in a years time, i will taking O levels and i will be leaving the school and most luckly, i will be going poly.
a whole brand new place, with completely no friends...unless i am so lucky to have a good friend going to poly which is so UNLIKELY.
i will begin to lose contact with all my good friends in secondary school.
most probably in contact for like the 1st 3 months...and then, i am totally forgotten.
no friends at all then.

moreover, i am not EVEN CLOSE TO ANYONE in church...so no point talking about church friends.
and i am not the type that is very open to people.
even though i am the very high and jokey type, i still keep a distance to people i dont trust or not familiar with.
if anyone offended, sorry. i am just like that.
moreover, you get to see all the really fake people/friends in poly.
so you cant even talk to/trust anyone cos anyone can stabback at you anytime.

FEEL LIKE GOING JC AFTER ALL WHERE ALL MY FRIENDS ARE.
but the thing is, you cannot stick to them for your whole life.
so is either i face it now or later when i work.

GOD, show me the way to my life.
the path i should take.
the marks i should get for my O levels
the school i should go
the course i should take
the friends i should make with in the future
the advises i should listen to
my life is in your hands.
take control of my life, i pray.
thank you father. AMEN

Thursday, May 04, 2006

ripped from FAITH!
Taken a picture naked? no..
Made out with a member of the same sex? no..
Danced in front of your mirror? YEP!
Told a lie? Duh...whoever says no is lying
Gotten in a car with people you just met? YEP!
Been in a fist fight? YEP!
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YEP!
Been arrested? no..
Left your house without telling your parents? YEP!
Ditched school to do something more fun? DUh. i am not a NERD.
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YEP!
Seen someone die? no..
Kissed a picture? YEP!
Slept in until 3? no.. even if i did, i wouldnt remember.
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YEP!
Played dress up? YES!!!
Fallen asleep at work/school? DUH!
Felt an earthquake? YEP!
Touched a snake? no.. they are...eekk!!
Ran a red light? YEP!
Had detention? no. i am a good girl ok... no lar. its just that i never get caught!! HA!
Been in a car accident? no..
Pole danced? not exactly. only playing around kind.
Been lost? YES!!
Sang karaoke? i would love to. but no.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YEP!!
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? no..
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no..love to try it out
Kissed in the rain? no...like kiss who???
Sang in the shower? DUH!! everyday!
Got your tongue stuck to a pole? no...i dont have very long tongue.
Ever gone to school partially naked? no...siao!
Sat on a roof top? YEP!
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no. cos i cant swim.
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? no..
Broken a bone? no. i am perfectly ALRIGHT
Mooned/flashed someone? no..
Forgotten someone's name? sadly..YES
Slept naked? no..
Blacked out from drinking? no..
Played a prank on someone? YEP!!
Felt like killing someone? YES...........
Made a parent cry? yes. but long along thing
Cried over someone? YEP!
Had sex more than 5 times in one day? no...SIAO
Had/Have a dog? NO. probably never.
Been in a band? YES!!
Drank 25 sodas in a day? no..
Shot a gun? no..

i just felt like doing something like this..yeah.
cant wait!!
we have no school on WEDNESDAY and FRIDAY next week!!!
YEAH!
and someone's birthday is next saturday...
and i dont exactly remember who's bdae it is...
is it MINE?????
haha.
i guess so.
but, just get a present for that BIRTHDAY GIRL OK!!!
if got no idea what to get for her, ASK ME!!
i wouldnt put a birthday list here like faith....
just check out the WISHLIST on this blog...YEAH

i dreamt of RUTH!
i dont know why either.
its really werid. HA!
i dreamt that she came back and we went out together and do all those crazy stuff..
like we did the other time.
hope she will come back early JUNE and stay here all june...
so i can go out with her. YEP!!

i thought it through..
for SABBACTICAL, i am doing JOB ATTACHMENT.
there is nothing bad about that anyway.
and moreover, you can choose what you want to do.
yeah.
means realizing your dreams much early when all your other friends are going another country.
i know i will be really lonely for that 2 weeks in singapore while ALL my other friends fly to anther country.
but i know i will be enjoying what i will be doing..
even though i am DYING to go to both UK and TAIWAN, i think you will have a BETTER experience in job attachment...thats what i think.
yep. you all know what i am going to do for job attachment.
but hope i will get what i want...
i got my 3 chioces for that already...YEP!!
ask me if you really DONT know..
yep...

CANT BELIEVE HOW A YEAR FLIES OFF SO FAST!!
somehow, i still can remember EVERY SINGLE DETAILED how i spent my last birthday with my clique.
i can still feel that really big SHOCK in me...
it was a really big SURPRISE.
and i doubt i would have any other group of nice loving fun bunch of friends to do that all over for me again.
LOVE CLIQUE LOTS!!!

ONE YEAR OLDER
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO GRADUATION
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO MY DREAMS AND AMBITIONS
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO EARN BIG MONEY
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO BE AN ADULT
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO WORK
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO o levels...whatever doreen soon
ONE YEAR CLOSER TO EVERYTHING I YEARN FOR AND WANT!!