i not stupid too: SHAWN

from someone who is super against singapore's production
doreen says that...
26JAN2006 I NOT STUPID TOO
super nice ok.
must watch!!!
i will try to find time and watch it again.
with vitoria, lydia, deborah and angela.
HA!
the show is SUPER touching manx.
i cried the most in the cinema i guess.
i started crying like half way through the movie liao lar.
the part where shawn got caning
when the lights came out after the movie, my eyes were all swollen and my nose all red.
when i went home, my eyes hurt.
vera watched today and she didnt cry.
wadever vera.
to everyone out there:
SHAWN LEE IS SUPER CUTE!!!
his Super Handsome And Way Nice.
wadever doreen...HAHAHAHAha.
love him to bitSSssss
vera says his cute too!!!
1st time hearing vera saying that.
mrs lee sounds nice right angie?
HAHA!!!
shawn's on iweekly and 8days.
[smiles.smiles.smiles to doreen]
bet angie feels irrtated with me now..
haha.
have been pestering her the whole day over shawn.
haha.

sch,
class party was way cool.
cos we were the only class having a cny party during recess.
haha.
i thot alot of pple will be doing that too.
haha
i guess 3o just rocks pls.
still feel so embarrassed seeing my sister performing during the cny concert.
haha.
she actually says that the dance sucks.
bet she knew i would say that too...HA
she really dont look like me.

went orchard with jing.
oh my gosh.
waited for her for 2 ++ hours.
terrible girl.
luckly i have got vera, rachel and maryann to accompany me.
and their movie started when jing was on her sweet way to far east.
sighx.
and angie was so noisy on the bus.
wadever angie.
i didnt get anything from orchard.
so pissed.
i wanted to get earrings.
but dont have my favourite kind...
sighx.
gotta go do my DETAILED PROFILE ON SHAWN.
seeya.

doreen wishes everyone a happy blessed new year
stay happy and keep on smiling
love ya all LOTS!!!

BLAH!

for once, i didnt use the computer for 10 days.
woah. guess i was really busy with school work huh.
ha.
lets talk about last week.
hmm. its was ok lar.
gb was ok.
everything was so far so good in class.
only rachel talking lots of rubbish everyday and polluting my poor mind.
sighx rachel.

friday,
and after the gb worship session that day
i just have to say that
I CANT PLAY THE KEYBOARD FOR NUTS!!!
i dont know i am i going to make it for the enrolment chior thingy.
i DONT WANNA PLAY!!!
i rather sing.
i really envy rachel.
i should have quit gb with her and join my darling squash.
love squash to bits.
but i am so happy now i get to play 1 1/2hr of it every week during pe.
should have just put all top 5 chooses as squash.
ha.
should perhaps ask jing out for a squah game some day.
oh yeah.
then went out shopping with my mum, dad and lil sis.
yeah, for cny clothes for ME.
how big shot man.
4 pple going cos of ME.
razor back
op botton blouse
short jacket
skirt
ladies shoes
flat shoe-laced shoes.
i got really werid clothing and shoes for cny man.
its like things you will never expect me to wear.
you know those short jacket? those tready ones pple wears these days?
ya. got one of that in pink and a pair of ladies shoes that are round in the front.
ok. you probably can imagine that.
its like so NOT me.
but i think its good to try out new stuff.
so if i look werid in my sense of dressing these days, just get use of it.
i dont wanna wear baggy clothes the whole of my life right.?

saturday,
i had my first-aid course test already.
cross all fingers and toes that i will pass.
went home early.
i suddenly thot of going to fushion.
cos anyways i am back earlier than expected.
wanted to ask my bros to go with me.
i ate my dinner.
and then, i vomitted.
yes, my mixture of lunch and dinner.
sick man.
then again, vomitted all my lunch and dinner out.
fine.
ate a slice of rasin bread and went to sleep.
time check, 2am.
VOMITTED AGAIN.
and i missed the bin by a few cm.
most in the bin but a fair bit landed on my maid's bed.
i didnt realised it until i stepped on something...EEK
MY VOMIT.
sicko....then have to get my maid to wake up.
ok. it was really bad.
the vomit came out of my nosrills too....total sickness.
yep.
and have to ate porriage for like 6 meals in a row.
the same PLAIN PORRIAGE.
how nice...haix.

yeah, and now i am here. all fine manz.
and i got my TOYS R US bottle at last.
i got it with vera.
i got the blue one and she got the green one.
how sweet.
she went all the way to paragoon to get it for me.
actually, she was suppose to go there with her mum.
but she insisted that she went there specially for the bottles.
wadeva vera.
and i have bloody a lot tests this week.
like 4 tests...hell.
chinese, emaths, chemistry and history.
haix.
and CNY is COMING!!!
haha.
countdown. 6 more days.

I SHOULD HAVE JOINED PROJECT SUPERBAND!!!
damn it.
not for anything, but for the host.
ha.
cos like i heard that the host is...NIUNAI!!
ha.
yeah.
thats why i said i should have joined.
i hope my friends who joined got in.
then can pretend go support them but actually staring at niunai.
SO CUTE!
HAHA!!! HE IS REALLY CUTE!!!
haha...ok i am getting mad now.

and i realised that i have been saying hi to my friends in my ex-class now.
as in, last time i dont.
means i am not that dao after all.
but i can if i want.
i hate THAT PERSON pls.
freak man..
STOP STARING PERSON!!!
WERID!!!

I LOVE VERA!!!
DOREEN AND VERA.
couple for the year.
the moo moo family.
new founding: cow ice cream.
its really nice.
its like cow patches on the ice cream.
chocolate and vanilla.
yeah.
and only me and vera eats it in the whole secondary school i guess.
havent seen any idoit like us eating it.
AND ONLY VERA AND DO ARE ALLOWED TO EAT!
hA.

how good can my day get?!
even though its the friday 13, i loved my day compared to the others in the week.
1stly, it WASNT raining for once in this week.
i dont have to hold that umbrella up when coming home and dont have to get my skirt, shoe and bag all wet...YEAH!!
2ndly, what can get better when i am so happy about the nice sunny weather?
i got a WOW dinner from my mum.
yeah.
rice, soup, egg, duck and a whole crab for ME!!!
WOW!!
love my mum lots.
HA!
i feel fat now.
but who cares?!
heex.
i decided not to end my so beautiful day by doing maths hw.
so doing it only on sunday.
i really go crazy doing maths.
dont understand how to do so many questions...
haix.

anywaes, tmr i am going to the 1st aid course early in the morning.
its a pretty bad way to start off my weekend..but who cares.?!
i get my very yummy treat dinner today and i get to see my beloved VERA!!
haha.. not only her lar.
but i really feel happy seeing vera now..
as in, seriously.
dont know why too/
must be she is too LOVED by ME!
haha.
hope you are reading this vera.
and i seriously miss raina lots.
WE MUST GO ON OUR DATE SOON!!!
ha.
9am - 4pm, 1st aid course.
6.30pm - ???pm, family dinner.
i am going to like read my book and listen to music there.
i bet it would be BORING.
pls lar, i dun even know anyone there.
all of them only will say,
'oh you have grown taller already'
'you taking your O levels this year right?'
'this year sec wad huh?'
'you still in mg right?'
always asking and saying hte same thing.
i also can memorise pls.
every year during chinese new year when pple said i grew much taller,
i will be like thinking...i havent even grew a cm..
oh.
and i am only saying all these cos i am having family dinner with my father's side.
i am like so distant with them.
i am so much closer to my mum's side..ya.
not that i hate family dinners.
its just that you want me to eat with who.

i somehow feel the pressure from the teachers now.
sec 3 is not hte honeymoon year i heard my seniors saying.
but its really important to listen in class cos you will be sitting for4 major exams this year and next.
end of year '06, mid-year'07, prelims, o levels
it really scares me.
i think i will seriously have nightmare from o levels.
so i beg you pple from asking me to go JC.
TRINA, i will win my bet.
you own me a MEAL!!
i remembered how i used to get headaches almost everyday when psle was nearing.
and now o levels are even worse.
maybe i will like fainting everytime when i hear o levels is nearing..
HA.
if o levels are scary, trust me, A levels are EVEN worse.
like 10 times more.

GET TO KNOW DOREEN BETTER.

Get to know DOREEN better
Link: http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
DOREEN's view on herself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward.
You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.
The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.
But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life.
You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular.
You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control.
Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

most of them to me is really true but other than being flirty and act seductively..
do i?
i hope not...HA!

TERRIBLE

sch so far is not that pressurizing
but it sounded really scary.
as in, all the subjects sounded very difficult.
i have got to work really hard this year.

yesterday, i had this first-aid/st. john's course thingy early in the morning.
my poor sleep.
haix.
it was quite fun though.
i think i am doing pretty alright.
ha!
its so fun bandaging.
but i dunno how the hack did i got the stupid fainting spell...
cos i thot i was going to have headache cos my vision wasnt clear.
then suddenly i felt my head feeling really heavy and my back was freaking hot.
then, felt like vomitting.
trina wanted to accompany me to the sick bay.
but i dunno why i just could move.
so i just drop on the floor.
found myself lying on the floor after that
when i opened my eyes, i saw like so many heads, eyes looking at me.
i couldnt see who was who cos someone took my specs off.

TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
i cant remember who carried me or even dragged me to the floor.
these are the pple i remembered seeing.
-prila
-yihui
-valquek
-trina
-amanda ang
-ms teo
-meijin
-michelle

whoever lent me the bags and the jacket, THANK YOU!!!
i thot i was like going to die or something when i dropped on the floor.
did i look really pale.?
i know i really scared almost all the sec3 and 4 gb girls and ms teo.
haha.
i seriously think i have low blood pressure.
heex.

today went for youth service.
at last, i went for a proper church service manz.
i realised that there are still really nice pple who are concerned about me in ym.
i thot i was going to rot during lunch.
i really will miss all those pple who left ym.
haix.

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!!!

1ST FEW DAES OF SCHOOL

SCHOOL IS FUN!!!
haha. just begin to reaslise that.
heex.
love sec3o lots man...heex
sitting in between faith and rachel..
ha! how good can my year be manz...
but lydia is thrown all the way at the other end of the row with angie...
diaoz.
but somehow, i doubt our class will really be bonded.
hope the future will prove me wrong.
i want 3o to be a wonderful class like 2t.
even though 3o are in big cliques like how 2t started, i hope everyone will open up to each other and start mixing around...
yeah.
form teacher, mrs choo
co-form teacher, mr lim
totally cool.
as least they are nice wacky teachers.
heex.
some lessons in our class will be really boring....
chinese, emaths, chemistry....
hopefully i will pull through and really perk up during those lessons.

1st day of sec3 life felt really werid
maybe cos my clique isnt there anymore.
as in the same class as me.
though i still have rachel faith and lydia, its still so different.
but, i still get to see my clique really often like during recess and i am really happy about that.
hope that we still can go out and do all those crazy stuff like last year.
BUT PLS DONT SCARE ME AT JURONG EVER AGAIN!!!
it was really a big surprise party that i will never forget.
but if you guys keep on scaring me, i will die of heart attack eventually.
this goes especially to EUGENIA KEK!!!
the girl who scared me until i fall on the ground.....
love my clique forever.
you girls ROCKS!!!
raina
rachel
faith
trina
vera
genia
thank you so much for everything..
love ya all lots.....
will really miss those sweet sec2 days.
those days we play like siao, go out till we all go broke, act like fools in front of the class ... and many more memories that you pple have craved in my heart.
drucula..
the drama i will never forget.
the best drama i have ever been in.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
can we name our clique? cos its really werid calling ourselves our clique..get what i mean. maybe we can call ourselves 'fatty pp'. i dunno.
like how all our seniors said, i will make sec3 one of the best years in mgs.
i will study hard and strive for better results.
this time i want to get that good progress award.
i missed slightly last year....i think.
i will overcome all my fears...
MATHS!!!
pls pull me through that lord.
i will be reading and hopefully improving my english.
i really dont wanna drop lit cos of my terrible english standards.
i really love literature...
but nuts, i cant really handle english....
sighx.

lord, pls see me through this year and help me in every area i am weak at.
i need you, father.